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Hey everybody.... What's going on .. Well nuttin much here i'm jsut bored out of my mind...Watching something weird on tv... Well i just have to say taht i'm so happy for one of my friends... WOOO hOOOO

That's pretty much all i have to say today well write later.... bye

Hey hey hey ,,,, everybody love is in the air... whoooo hooo!!!!

Hey everybody,

Well i'm here updating this old thing...Well my life is pretty great right now. I'm thinking about going to college but i don't know what i want to do yet, i kinda know that i want to do something in science but i don't know ... I wished that i had the passion for nursing that i had when i was little, then i would have been ok with doing that i don't know i mean it's just crazy at the moment... I also want to get another job but i guess i'm jsut stuck i really like the people that i work with but i don't eant to leave i mean i think i got use to it because of how we get by with alot... I don't know i applied to somewhere esle i just don't know... I'm just tired of coming home smelling like my work...Well i think it's about time that i changed ... I mean i'm going to start relying on myself an noone else... I mean i thought about lot of stuff and it's about time taht i express my self and become more open with others and don't care what others think...I'm not going to ruin my self just because some one don't like me or what ever everybody has there opinions it doesn't mean that i'm going to abide by them..I have my opinions so i'm not going to change for none but my self ... If no body likes it they don't have to deal with it.....I jsut wnat to have fun with being my self so idon't care, it's time that i start becoming myself and express my opinions... well i guess that had to get off my chest .. I'm going to go.. up date later

Well i have 3 weeks and 4 days until my bday... I hope that my b-day is going to be awsome i don't don't i'm just hoping .... Well i 'm gonna go bye...

Love MNL

~*MNL/SPH*~

Hey, well i've been working alot and tommorow I have the day off i'm so glad.. I get so tired b/c i can't sleep and then waking up so early to go to work with out any sleep is really hard... Well Friday I work from 12-8 so that's 8 hours.. I also have 1 month 1 week and 1 day until my 19th b-day boy am i getting old... It's getting cold i like cold but not to much ... Oh yeah i got Saturday off well they gave it tome b/c i would be 42hours over and they didn't want that i wanted Sunday but they said they need me they could have at least let me work until 3 or something but whatever... My mom's off this weekend i might just hang with her, I love my mom... Well i have nothing else to say so bye..

Maria

MNL/SPH

I guess it's time to update again.. I mean its been a loooooooong time since the last update.. Well today was pretty fun i have to admit... Simon came over and i made him lunch and then we watch some tv.. After all that we went to pound lake, after awhile of sitting there a looking at the water adn talking we went to Robo's and got a bannanna boat it was good but I really couldn't eat all of it normally I can eat all of it but today I couldn't... Well then he took me home b/c he had to go to work....Then i came and get online and talked to Corey and Marshea... I'm gald that everything is ok between me and Marshea... Well that was kind of all i did today but I thought it was a great day ... Anyday that i spend with Simon is the greatest .... Well gotta go.. So leave'em

"Lovers & Friends"
(feat. Usher, Ludacris)

[Intro - Lil' Jon]
Usher...
Lil' Jon...
Ludacris...

[Usher (with Lil' Jon)]
Yeah, man
Once again, it's on (It's on)
You know we had to do it again, right?

[Lil' Jon]
We had to do it again, boy
Want you to sing to these ladies, man

[Usher (with vocalizing)]
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
A'ight, so I'm up first? A'ight, lemme have it...
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
Let's do it...

[1st Verse - Usher]
Baby, how ya doin'?
Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind,
And I'm,
Got me fiendin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone,
Take a shot of this here Petrone' and it's gon' be on,
V.I.P. done got way too crowded,
I'm about to end up callin' it a night,
You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shake it the scene,
Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in the GT with me
She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah,"
"'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind,"
"Don't mean to sound impatient, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..."

[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)...

[2nd Verse - Ludacris]
Sometimes wanna be your lover,
Sometimes wanna be your friend,
Sometimes wanna hug ya,
Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins,
Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable,
Used to play back then, now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable,
I could be your Bud, you could beat me up,
Play-fight in the dark, then we both make love,
I'd do anything just to feel your butt,
Why you got me so messed up?
I don't know, but you gotta stop trippin',
Be a good girl now, turn around, and get these whippings,
You know you like it like that,
You don't have to fight back,
Here's a pillow - bite...that,
And I'll be settin' seperate plays,
So on all these separate days,
Your legs can go they separate...ways...

[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)
Tell me again (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Make sho' you right, before you choose)...

[3rd Verse - Lil' Jon]
I's been know you fo' a long time (shawty),
But fuckin' never crossed my mind (shawty),
But tonight, I seen sumthin' in ya (shawty),
That made me wanna get wit 'cha (shawty),
But you ain't been nuttin' but a friend to me (shawty),
And a nigga never ever dreamed to be (shawty),
Up in here, kissin', huggin', squeezin', touchin' (shawty),
Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin' (shawty),
Are you sure you wanna go this route? (shawty),
Let a nigga know before I pull it out (shawty),
I would never ever cross the line (shawty),
Shawty, let me hear ya tell me one mo' time...one mo' time...

[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again)...

[Outro - Usher]
Oh-oh-hoo
Oh-oh-hoo
Oh-oh-hoo-ohhhh-yeaaah...

[Ludacris (with Lil' Jon)]
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again (Hey!! (Hey!!)
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again, that's right (Hey!! (Hey!!)
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again (Hey!! (Hey!!)...

Hey to everyone!!! Well i know its been along time since i have updated this thing ang i'm really sry i know none reads it anyways but i still need to write in this thing a lil more often... Corey i give a shout out to u my best friend... give me a holla some time...

LOve ya
M.N.L.

Hey what's goin on? Been along time since i updated ... Been working alot and alot of things have been going on..I got my hair cut still long but its a lil bit short..i have bangs man do they make me looks like i'm five but. it's all good ... i also got some more highlights and it looks really good.. alot of things have been happening and i don't know what to think about it..i wish i did though...I'm so tired i've been working non stop and studing alot to... Ok i'm gonna go... I drop ya'll some lyrics..

"Diary"


Lay your head on my pillow
Here you can be yourself
Oh just to know what you are feelin'
No one but me and you


I wont tell, your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary

I feel such a connection
Even when you're far away
Oooh baby if there is anything that you fear
Call 489 4608 and I'll be there


I won't tell your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary


Only we know what is talked about, Baby boy
Don't know how you could be driving me so crazy
When you're in town
Why don't you come around
I'll be the loyalty you need
You can trust me

Lies

Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived yet died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

Hey just dropping off some lyrics ......


"Just Like You"

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

Hey everybody it's been a while since i've been on here... If u wanna talk u know the # and u know where i work... Give me a holler.....I hope ya come to my graduation this weekedn MAy 29th at 10:00 am ......... I just wanted to drop these lyrics for my baby......

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

I miss ya and "LOVE YA"

Ur Baby Gurl

Hey everybody what is goin on....... Well everything is going ok and i hope it stays that way.......I hope everything is going ok with you all .... Well i'm out if wanna talk you know my number and my email...

Hey i thought i would leave this....Love allows a person to see the true angelic nature of another person, the halo, the aureole of divinity.

Hey everybody it's been along time since I updated.... A lotta stuff has been going on in my life right now... I have gave up on one of my friends, yea gave up..... I now have a job, I work at Mr.Gattis... It's so fun to work there.. I went to the Prom with Austin last saturday it was fun.... I'm so glad that I have this month left until I graduate...I can't wait until I get my license so I can get out of the house and so I can hang out with my real friends and someone special....Well peps i'm out I'll update later...:)

Hey everyone it's been a couple of days since the last time I updated.....Start of with today I had called Jason to see if he was there and to see if he would go with me to the prom... But he wasn't I found out that he went to North Carloina to live with his mom.... Now I have to find a date before April shew... WHY WHY ME....lol Oh well .... i guess it ain't that important.... I also have a lotta things that i need to do that I know will stress me out.....I also have to talk to the driver dude so that i can drive so i can get my license....I'm also stressed about going to college beacuse i'm going to go for a Nursing Degree... I'M JUST SO STRESSED....Well i'm gonna go before i get anymore stressed.... I'm out..... :(

Hey everybody....It's been a long time since I wrote in this thing....In fact eighteen days......I got my prom dress and i love it and I got my shoes that my mom cause "stripper shoes" i really love my shoes.......I just haven't figured out how i'm going to wear my hair, I wish I new but I don't..... I'm thinking of having it half up and half down with curls ....... I can't wait until this coming tuesday because I wanna watch "Gothica" and "The Run Down" and "Honey"......Wednesday was good because i got to watch "School of rock" that is a really good movie and then i watched "Cat in the hat" it was alright but i loved "School of Rock".... I have no date to the prom yet but i'm going to call Jason i'm kinda doubting that he will go because i haven't talked to him in two years....... I Hope he goes but i don't think so and I have to find a back up date so that if he don't go i got someone to go with......Yeah I know its sad...... Well i think i'm gonna go... I'm out.... Mz Queen B

Yesterday and today ain't the best of days....Yesterday I had a headache all day long and I also felt really bad... I think it's were I take my medicine with out eating and i don't think that it's working at all.......Today I slept until 12:00 and thenI ate lunch and the I called Corey but she was no where to be found but its ok ....Yesterday I had to go back to the hospital and I didn't get to go and I really think that I needed to go....I haven't decide if i'm going to the prom or not...If I do I have to find my friends aunt's number and to call and ask my friends brother if he would go with me that's only if he still lives there...... I just don't know what i'm going do anymore ...... It's sad I know....Well gonna go... C-ya

Things To Try At Wal-Mart When You Are Bored!

1. Get boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they don't realize it.

2. Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten minute intervals throughout the day.

3. Make a trail of orange juice on the floor, leading to the rest rooms.

4. Walk up to an employee and tell him in an official tone, "I think we've got a Code 3 in house wares," and see what happens.



5. Tune all the radios to a polka station; then turn them all off and turn the volumes to "10."

6. Challenge other customers to duels with tubes of gift wrap.

7. Put M&M's on layaway.

8. Move "Caution: Wet Floor" signs to carpeted areas.

9. Set up a tent in the camping department; tell others you'll only invite them in if they bring pillows from Bed and Bath.



10. When someone asks if you need help, begin to cry and ask, "Why won't you people just leave me alone?"

11. Look right into the security camera, and use it as a mirror while you pick your nose.

12. Take up an entire aisle in Toys by setting up a full scale battlefield with G.I. Joes vs. the X-Men.

13. Ask other customers if they have any Grey Poupon.

14. While handling guns in the hunting department, suddenly ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are.



15. Switch the men's and women's signs on the doors of the rest rooms.

16. Dart around suspiciously while humming the theme from "Mission Impossible."

17. Set up a "Valet Parking" sign in front of the store.

18. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna" look with various funnels.



19. Hide in the clothing racks and when people browse through, say things like "pick me! pick me!!"

20. When an announcement comes over the loudspeaker, assume the fetal position and scream, "No, no! It's those voices again!"

21. If the store has a food court, buy a soft drink; explain that you don't get out much, and ask if they can put a little umbrella in it. And last, but not least...

22. Go into the dressing room and yell real loud..."Hey, we're out of toilet paper in here!"